Get Real!

OK OK i have to get real... WTF was I thinking!! Sometimes i just wanna hit myself with a baseball bat until i stop acting so foolish. If the love is impossible then IT SHALL STAY IMPOSSIBLE .I've been thinking about all day long and actually i just think he's confused because his hasn't got the chance to see his "girlfriend" (not official yet; just dating).In the bottom of it all he never really admitted the feelings he has for me (sober anyway) the other blog was actually an act of impulse(sorry about that). Even though it is true its sort of not...accepted?... It's like we both want it because when we look at each other WOOOW it's as if a million emotions traveled through each other minds and hearts in that fraction of a second.Now when i ask him to tell me how he feels about me and get this shit right he just says: Your cool...your very important to me...And Im like...-.-' THATS IT????!!!!!SERIOUSLY???!!! why don't you tell me that you love me and we can both get over it and admit that yeah we might have our stable relationships but theres still that flame of the "what if?" that flame of passion and desire....BUT NOOOO you had to ruin it by not expressing your feelings.Let me tell you something people, that guy if he keeps holding it in, that shit is going to EXPLODE...In the end he still makes me fly to the heavens and thinking about butterflies when i have a math test tomorrow.....Thats when the little voice pulls me back to the ground and says: GET REAL ALE!