El Duelo

I have mommyfied my heart and it turned into stone, i thought so once that nothing will break it.....I was wrong..so wrong..At first everything was fine some small bruses but it was fine...But then, punches,satabs...there were just so many...It cracked,fell,and shattered to peices at my feet...The only reaction i had was to kneel and try to cry...but no tears fell,instead,a feeling of emptyness in mychest and my body felt heavy as if it filled up with water...Then i realized that i was drowning in myself, my misery,my sorrow and worst of all...my madness..